I'm finding myself reflecting more and more about the meaning of this life lately..looking back at the carefree person I was, and the person I've become. "The more you see the less you know" Life - it takes me through a lot, makes me laugh, makes me cry, makes me breathe deeply and feel free or feel like something's just punched me hard, so hard that I feel like landing on my knees..but me being me, I know I'll get up eventually..and slowly raise my head to face whatever's coming next..whether laughter or another blow, but it doesn t really matter, cause this way I know. I know that I am actually LIVING. Am not existing..I am alive and kicking.

Then there's music..cause what s life without music and art?? I listen, I listen while my mind gets lost following the movement of my hand as it takes life on its own and line after line starts marking this canvas..a blank space- tough, you tellin' me and anyone that you re hard enough..let me take some of the punches for you tonight..you don't have to go it alone..sometimes you can't make it on your own. This expresses so much!! I want to whisper this to someone who won't listen cause his heart is too heavy, I want to shout it to a friend who thinks he can carry all of it on his shoulders, I need to imprint it on my closest friends who think the world is too hard on them.."how you feel is what you are, and what you are is beautiful"

So if you'r ever lost and find yourself all alone
I'd search forever just to bring you home.. -

If you ever feel like letting go I won't let you fall..when all hope is gone, I'll hold you till the hurt is gone..

everytime I hear this I get this..feeling inside..can't really explain it, not here, not now..but by god..it s so deep it hurts..

But then again - 'when everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you're alive'..so right!!

Anyway..what is life without ups and downs?? 'Life is a roller-coaster, just get inside it'!! And when it feels like it's just 'six feet from the edge' forever I'd say..Life..live for the minute, if you wanna stay young get both feet in it!! Cheers for all who had ever felt like this at least once in their LIFE